‘on those sites again huh..’ cameron coo’s in my ear before i close the tab on my chat list immediately. ‘i’m going to go out, get some chinese.’ i nod, looking up to kiss him before he leaves. i want to stop, completely turn off the computer and wait for him but i can’t. i pull the chat back up, closing my eyes..
johnny: hey ☺
johnny: so are you gay?
derrick: lol. why would i be on a site for gay chatting if i was only into girls?
johnny: well, you’re really hot. ❤ i see we’re in the same area so if you wanna come over you can.
derrick: whatever, send me the details and i might be able to show up.
he sends his address almost immediately and i lean back in my chair considering what i should do and what i want to do. ‘johnny boy’ looks cute in his picture, nothing special though. he reminds me of cameron and that’s not exactly what i was expecting. the only reason why i’m even considering this..cheating. i stared at the desktop screen, a picture of cameron and i at some amusement park. we looked happy, but the truth was we hadn’t been intimate in like a month. i grabbed my jacket, heading out of the door deciding that whatever happened was bound to happen someday anyways..might as well do it today.